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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: Shanna Country: United States State: Wisconsin Metro: Green Bay Birthday: 1/20/1987 Gender: Female Occupation: Retired Industry: Art Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: orchidromance MSN: shanna Yahoo: erinisbootylicious Member Since: 1/8/2006

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Amazing

So The past few weeks have been insane. Filled with a ton of emotion, both good and bad, and the outcome is as follows.

I had a new roommate. He has been kicked out due to various reasons.
He decided to steal 1/2 of my belongings in the process of moving his own things out of my apartment. Newsflash: Don't fuck with me or you'll get fucked with. Someone's going to jail. And getting a pretty rancid beating. (Finally.)

Glad that's over with. Work is going well. The whole "depression" thing is starting to wear thin so that's good. That shit is so fucking stupid. (Yet I still do it ?! Lame on my part). I'm moving to Appleton. :)

SO EXCITED! Jon & I are getting a place. We were looking at this place by Tasch, but It's so far away from everything. If anything, that place has a month to month lease, so we could always live there in the meantime until we can find/afford another place. It's a really nice place, don't get me wrong, but it's like 15 minutes out of downtown Appleton. Which is where Jon & I will most likely be working and/or doing various other things. I have an Interview at Outback & Vector and Jay said he'd put in a word at Wave, this banquet hall. I'd rather do waitressing than banquets though. I'm so sick of the Regency. Shitty hours, and Shitty work, and my back kills everyday. I'll miss it there though. The people I work with, probably. They're so fucked up that it's like working in a television show. There is always something going on, and it makes it a pretty fun atmosphere. AHALHDFOIEL The face got fired. Sucks to be her. I totally won the bet. $10 (score).

Anyways... Laura has cervical cancer :( sadsadsad I didn't know what to say when she told me. I sort of thought she was joking at first. But I guess she wasnt. :/ Hopefully that will work out for the better. It's horrible too because she's totally the kind of person who's been dreaming of having a big family and y'know, all that susie-homemaker shit. I totally don't mean that in a housewife sort of way, but... well i guess I kindof do. But not to the extent of staying home indefinently.

ANYWAYS... Marty stole a shitload of money I guess? Lame. I tried talking to him about it and I could tell he was lying. :( that makes me pretty upset because he was one of my closest friends and it's shitty that he would do that. Exspecially to JG. Lame. Exspecially to JG's Mother. Extra Lame.

I'm going to miss JG. And Lindsey & Matt. And KT Kane & Laura. That's pretty much it though. I don't really hang out with anyone anymore. And when I do, it's pretty awkward, since I haven't seen them in so long. It's like we're trying to force friendship instead of it actually existing. Which is tragic in a sense, but people move on in their own ways, and that's bound to happen eventually.

I hope that never happens with Jon & me. He is so amazing. The past few weekends I've been going to Lukes and I love spending time with everyone there. Even Aprille. (hard to believe, but I guess the way I see it is, No, I don't want to be best friends with her, but she's alright. I can stand her.) She read my Journal. She asked if she could. I said sure, she asked if It said shit about her. I told her it said alot of things about her, alot of bad things. She still read it though. Oh well. She'll get over it.

God. Jon Sobie. <3 I can't stand the fact that we are still unofficial. But I can deal with it. He is alsdkfjoeija;sdfjkl; god. I can't even put it into words. He has always been there for me, unconditionally. And I love that. I love how we always have fun together, I love how he makes me feel. I love the butterflies that are paradeing in my stomach constantly. I love everything about him. And I love everything he brings out in me. I can't wait to move. I was worried about it at first. If it was too soon. If I would be able to afford it. I don't even care anymore. Luke and Wade both said I could stay with them if I needed to. I don't think I'll need to, because I'll be getting 2 paychecks still and Jon has some money saved from selling some things. I'm like a little kid waiting for christmas morning. Gosh. <33

Hah. (insert explicit things here) So amazing. <33333

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Hey. so things are going alright. i'm so fucking bored in gaybay.

I'm at my parents place right now my mom came and got me and gave me an apple it was SO FUCKING AMAZING. I love apples. I hope she gives me some food to take home with me. Like tuna. :) yum!

I got so wasted last night. I only had like 2 drinks. It was weird. but whatever. I talked to Jon alot on the phone. I think he did Morning Glory Seeds... which is odd since he's the one who always yelled at me for wanting to do them.

Anyways I went to the zoo with Wade Kyle & Jon. It was pretty fun. I really wish Jon would have stayed in GB... but I guess he really didn't want to. I just wish he would actually tell me why. Instead of just being like "this is what we agreed on" when I obviously didn't want him to go.

Anyways. I miss him so much. It's ridiculous how big of a part he plays in my life eventhough we've only been dating for 3 months roughly. I just love him so much. I would do anything for him. Like drive to Appleton this weekend. Eventhough I have the chance of getting arrested. :/

That's All though <333333

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Monday, April 17, 2006

Currently Listening
Parachutes
By Coldplay
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LAMELAMELAMELAMELAME

ANYWAYS, PARTY PARTY THIS WEEKEND AT MY PLACE FRIDAY OR SATURDAY? NOT SURE YET... PROBABLY FRIDAY SINCE I WORK PRETTY GODDAMN EARLY ON SUNDAY MORNING. BUT I DONT WORK TILL 9AM ON SATURDAY MORNING :) ANYWAYS...... PRETTY FUCKING BORED HERE IN GAYBAY.

I CANT BELIEVE I'VE ALREADY WASTED 4 MONTHS OF MY LIFE, MORE THAN THAT PROBABLY. IN THIS SHITTY APARTMENT ON THIS SHITTY STREET IN THIS SHITTY NEIGHBORHOOD IN THIS SHITTY CITY IN THIS SHITTY STATE ON THIS SHITTY CONTINENT ON THIS SHITTY PLANET IN THIS SHITTY SOLAR SYSTEM.

BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE I GOT AN EASTER BASKET FILLED WITH GOODIES TODAY :) WHORRAY.

ALSO. JEFFERSON IS ADOREABLE. AND SO IS JONATHON AND SO AM I. (OKAY MAYBE NOT THE LAST PART ABOUT ME BEING ADOREABLE, BUT I AM PRETTY CUTE ACCORDING TO SOME PEOPLE)

ALSO. I FORGOT. OH!

I WENT TO THE DOCTOR FINALLY AFTER 3 MONTHS OF BEING ILL AND AM GETTING AMAZINGLY BETTER IN A RIDICULOUSLY SHORT TIME PERIOD (AKA 3 DAYS WHAT!?) PRETTY FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT NOT BEING SICK ANYMORE. AND ABOUT THIS WEEKEND. AND ABOUT TONIGHT/AND/OR/TOMORROW WHEN SOBIESCZYK COMES HOME FROM CRAPPLETON.

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. SO I WENT TO DENNY'S LAST NIGHT AND GUESS WHO JUST SO HAPPENED TO RANDOMLY BE THERE AT THE SAME EXACT TIME. BEN. YES THAT BEN. LENA PARTY. ETC. WEIRD.

I THOUGHT THINGS WOULD BE PRETTY AWKWARD BUT THEY REALLY WEREN'T I ALSO RAN INTO MEGAN THAT FLAMING HOMO (<3) AND CASSIE (LAME) BUT CIVIL. SO THE NIGHT WENT PRETTY AMAZINGLY. AND I DONT HAVE TO WORK TODAY! AND i DON'T HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW OR WEDNESDAY (WITH MY LUCK JON WILL COME BACK TO GAYBAY ON THURSDAY OR LATE WED NIGHT AND THEN BE LIKE "YOU'RE ALWAYS WORKING BLAHBLAHBLAH") WHATEVZ. FUCK THAT LITTLE NIGGER. LITERALLY. LIKE AS IN, HAVING SEX, REPEATEDLY. <33333333333

OTHER THAN ALL OF THAT SHIT... THINGS ARE GOING ALRIGHT I SUPPOSE. JON & I ARE FIGHTING ALOT, BUT I GUESS THAT'S EXPECTED SINCE WE LIVE TOGETHER AND HATE EACHOTHERS PERSONAL HABBITS. WE'RE TOO MUCH ALIKE. THAT'S FOR SURE. BUT OH WELL. THE GOOD HEAVILY OUTWEIGHS THE BAD SO THAT'S A WONDERFUL COMPROMISE. <3

THAT'S ALL <3

POST SCRIPT: I CAN'T BELIEVE MY HAIR IS GETTING SO LONG. AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I ONLY HAVE ROUGHLY 3 MONTHS TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I'M GOING TO DO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. (AKA APPLY TO TECH SCHOOL AND DECIDE WHAT TO MAJOR/MINOR IN) WISH ME LUCK! <3

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Myspace is fucking retarded.

That's All <3

Post script: Jon Sobie isn't retarded though... just a little.. maybe... But I love him. <3

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